God-

here i am once again on my face and on my knees. porter was hit by an expedition while i was running w/ him and now 2 weeks later, i lost my job. wow. so... here i am. You woke me up and You have my complete attention and focus once again. where do i go from here? how do i take care of Your sarrah that you've entrusted to me?
seminary-no $$, calling?
brinker-great benefits, good $
dorian-ministry opportunity; unknown $, unknown benefits, probably fun!
bob pierson-probably good $, probably good benefits
daddy-maybe good $ eventually, good benefits, ministry opportunity with father

Father-thank you for sarrah! i do love her so! help me help her... draw me closer to you o Lord...