Thursday, September 20, 2001

today's yvette's b-day!

as i sit here in ithaca, ny, praying my slumber is effective tonight, i cannot release the state of the world out of my mind. it's hard to quit weeping...
i'm also wondering of the reality of my own life... am i like i was an hour ago? the person out of his shell? or am i the person that i've been? locked up tight so... well, too many reasons to mention.

maybe i need to be more like my friend, who has been strong, holding back her tears for fear of them never stopping. maybe i'm past the point of no return... i've seen the future... scary... must find a way to move forward. knock down the walls with a wrecking ball. wanna help me swing it...

still love the ellipse...

No comments: