10 Years Ago Today...

Happy Birthday to me...

I'm 10 today!!!

Mi Gatos

I honestly have no idea how Abraham did what he did. He had to take his son and be ready to sacrifice him... I only had to give away my cats of seven years. Tough to do, but I know it is the best for our household and especially for Sarrah. Getting the fur out of this house will be an amazing thing... They will be missed...

My Job...

My current job is really getting stressful. I work anywhere from 60-80 hours a week, and it's not nearly enough. I have about 150 unreturned emails to address from the past week, and over 70 vm's. I have 2 projects that needed to be completed last week that will take at least a day for each one. And, the last project I had was/is a complete disaster. This is not of my own fault, but because we haven't had an accounting system to actually put the a/r in. I've been working from 2:20 am and its now almost 7pm. I'll do the same almost everyday this week. That means I'm making about $7.29/hr. Not worth it for the amount of stress...

Father in Heaven- thank You for my job! I am soo grateful that You delivered me from a lifetime of bartending into the 'real world'. You allow me to provide for Sarrah, while being able to spend great time with her! Thank You! I know that You will continue to provide for me and us, but You know how I fear the unknown. I pray that if transition is on its way, please make it easy. Sarrah needs the absence of stress at this time in her life, especially until we get her Veldona. I pray for that as well... You know she needs it... thank You for allowing us to host the Austin's!!! I pray that Sarrah was an encouragement to Melanie, and I pray for Rob, that he may begin to learn how to lead his household and Melanie lets him... thank You!

Joining a Church Plant?

My friends, Jonathan and Robie Dodson are starting a church in Austin, TX. They have asked us to join their team. What does this mean? Is this something we could possibly do? In order for this to happen, our debt would have to be paid off, and things like our house, my Mom, Sarrah's insurance among other things would have to be taken care of. Is God capable of this? Of course... Is this where He is calling us? Not sure... Baby steps... Need to be faithful just where I am...

My job... crap! Looks as if that isn't looking so good anymore. The financial position of the company is pretty bad and I believe the higher-ups to be unethical and lacking in integrity. Nearly fraudulent... if that is really the case, I feel the need to get out of there. Guess we'll see... I pray for something that allows me to take care of Sarrah as I'm supposed to. Guess my 250K shares won't be worth too much... bummer.

Our Anniversary Month

June is the month where many of Sarrah and I's 'firsts' occurred. Yesterday was the 3rd anniversary of our first kiss. This gives us cause to celebrate! Yesterday, Sarrah gave me a new John Deere hat as well as a note. She really is the sweetest woman on the planet.


I'm not exactly sure how to do this yet, but I have to get rid of my cats. They are soooo dirty, and leave so much fur in our house, I really don't have a choice. They are very sweet, and I do love them, but they're beginning to drive me crazy, and they are extremely bad for Sarrah's health. I really hope to have them gone by the end of the month -max...